Hi all
I'm sorry to see new names amongst us. I hpe the board is able to support you as much as you need.

Well ladies I am home. I don't want to be. I've realised some things about my life and I do not even kn ow where the hell I start to rectfy stuff. The rehab stay was good. The intensive physio and hydro was great for my still recovering pelvis. They do think that the recent loss aggravated it by the extra hormones. So thats definately t for me now - for a long while anyway. Theres no point in another child if it debilitates me an prevents me caring for th two precious ones I have. Also my DH. Well lets just say I realised how much he resents the family we have. So thats one I will leave for a fai while.
The counselling and nursing therapies did help as well. I was able to try to relax. I spent a lot of time thinking, reflecting and even mixing with people. I even started to really truly laugh by the end of the two weeks. Sadly when I got home I think he good was quickly undone but I guess thats reality eh??

The dr there was fab and carried out some bloods, in particular a TTG which is for testing for coeliac disease. Also checking to see if I have an intrinsic factor issue with my blood. this al relates to my low B12 levels and still may pose the reasons behind my losses. I had another 5 B12 injections and one more to come monday as well. hey doubled my meds and added in a sleeping tablet plus aromatherapy oils, diffuser and massage.

Whilst I was gone things appear to have been pretty awful at home. my ds is having the most horrific tantrums which includes biting which is simply heartbreaking to see. I can't really explain too much but it just brings me to a crossroads I could have predicted but stuck my head in the sand at.

Forgive the long post but itis being cross posted on all my boards as I can't face some stuff right now. A massive thanks to those who covered me and supported me. Thank you for the angel wishes and hugs as well.

***** AND people - I plan o ask Melly to stick about for a bit ********
Much Love

Proud Mummy to Jenson, aged 4, and Amelia-Grace, 18mths and six precious ^i^ babies

 

 

 

                    

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Hi there Charlie, hope you are doing ok :) welcome back. sending you hugs, if you need to chat about breaking up with DH as i suspect that's what your post refers to, feel free to pm me as i'm doing the same at the moment. details on the Mums due feb2010 board.

love

Charlie! xxx

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Hi Charle

How are you doing now sweetie? I think I just have a lot of thinking to do right now. I don't know where my head is at.

Hows the pregnancy???

 x x x

Proud Mummy to Jenson, aged 4, and Amelia-Grace, 18mths and six precious ^i^ babies

 

 

 

                    

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