we should be looking forward to celebrating ur 1st birthday on 15th Nov....but u were to good for this earth and now u watch over me, Daddy ur big sister and ur baby sister.......Skye would of loved you and you would of loved her, she alwasy makes Tayah laugh and loves playing with her......i cant belive Tayahs gonna be 1 in December its gone so quickly..everyday i look at her and wonder what it is you would be doing now...if ud be able to say mumma or dadda...maybe even walk, if ud look like her, i really do miss you so much,

i no u sent Tay to us to help us get over lossing u and now i need to ask u a huge favour my darling...we want to give ur sisters another baby brother or sister to play with...mummy and daddy have been trying for the past 5 months and weve not had any luck, i no u sent and watched over ur baby sister just 3 weeks after u left us u made sure my pregnancy run smoothly and i felt u with us in the theatre when she was born...thank u sooo much for that it ment alot to no u were there to make sure we were both ok, i hope im not asking too much from u and i understand if u cant do it....

i could already be on the way to being pregnant as ive jus ovulated and will be due to test on the 14/15th Nov (ur EDD) thats why i had to write this message to u.....i love u my angel baby and will be lighting a candle on ur birthday,

i hope ur being good for ur Great Nannies, Great Grandads and Uncle Paul and Tone, give them a kiss from me,

lots of love and kisses,

Mummy

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