Well basically we went for our scan yesterday to be told that although we heard tictac heartbeat saturday that it had gone by yesterday :(

they want to rescan tommorrow and for me to take a tablet as my body although im bleeding is still trying to carry my baby and not let it go ....

they cant say why its happened , im shocked confussed and cant stop crying

my poor boyfriend is totally devestated and i dont know how to make it better

why me!!! why us !!!!why my baby !!!!!

what have i done thats so wrong!!!

will we be able to concieve again ?? god im so confussed

cant get round to removing my ticker yet dont feel right somehow

sweetdreams tictac you were so wanted and loved im sorry that i let you down

love mummy and daddy x x x x x x x <3 <3

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((((Samantha)))) I'm so so sorry. Please believe that this isn't your fault or something you deserve for some reason. If I've learnt anything this year it's that there is no justice in who gets a baby and who doesn't, the heartache some people have to go through is so unfair. If only we could keep our babies safe by wanting the best for them none of us would be on this board.
Rest in peace little Tictac.

Jen xx

(((((((((((((((((Samantha)))))))))))))))))
Hi, I just wanted to say I'm so sorry to hear this news, absolutely heartbreaking. Please please don't blame yourself - it is not your fault that this has happened and you didn't let tic-tac down. These things just happen and there is no logic to it, and it is nothing to do with anything you have done or not done. It is just so unfair, we've all been through it on this board in one way or another, and noone deserves to experience a mc.

Please take care of yourself, I'm sure you'll be able to conceive again, just keep the faith - I had 2 mc's before I had my DS, and I was panicking because I was in my mid-30s then. There are lots of ladies on here who have had more mc's than that, but still got there in the end. It is so tough on you at the moment, so give yourself time to get over things as much as you can, then try try try again. Hope to see you back on the board for a full stay soon.

Love,
L xxxx

(((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))) have replied to you on ttcal hun

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