Hi all,

My cousin has had her baby today, i'm pleased for her but i can't help feeling sad for myself as the day I found out i'd m/c in Feb was the day she found out she was pg. It hurts me so much that now i have to put on a happy face round everyone when really i wanna cry coz i should be holding my baby too. I've got to now face all the rest of my family who don't know saying ooohhh when are you going to have another and not know what to say without crying!

I don't want to sound like complete cow because i'd never take away anyone else happiness an i'm sure as soon as i see her i'll be fine i just can't help thinking mine would be 6wks old now.

Since she has been pg i'v had 3 m/c and am so frustrated i can't get a sticky little bean!!!

Sorry for my moan but this is the only place i can!

hi Jojo

just read your post and wanted to say my heart goes out to you

am sendin you a big hug

xxx

Hon, I want to send you hugs too. Sometimes I think this is the hardest part of the RMC journey. You wouldn't wish anyone not to have their baby and their happiness, of course not, you'd just like to have it too. We understand that here.

Here's hugs and hopes you'll have your precious bundle soon too.

sweetgingercat

Hi Ladies,

Thanks for replying, i feel so much better this morn, think it did me good to get it off my chest because if I said it to anyone else they'd think i was ott!!!

Sweetginger cat you're so right, it's not not i wouldn't wish anyone away from there happiness i just want it too!! oh well i should be ov this w.end so fingers crosses.

Hope little Joseph is well, i was laughing to myself when i read another post you'd comment on that you think the other mothers at your baby group are thinking Joe has small legs, when my DS was little I used to bump inot a woman who had a child the same time as me and she used to always say 'isn't he little!!!' it used to wind m up so much because he wasn't in my eyes, he child was a giant lol!!!!