Hi Girls, I need some advice so is a long post...............

All though my life I have thought I liked girls as well as boys until last weekend. I went to see my hubbys band at our local and was well oiled, a well know lesbian came into the pub who for some reason i can not keep my eyes off, i had had a dirty dream about her the week before nad decided in my drunken state to tell her, and she was interested to listen!!

So i decided to follow her into the toilets I made sure no noe was around, i pushed her inot the toilet locked the door , snogged the face off her and well didnt have sex but you know.

I left the toilet making sure i looked ok , she didnt try to stop me and thoroughly enjoyed it.

My prob is in th cold light of day i have realised i didnt get turned on i didnt enjoy it and dont know why i did it ... drink was the main cause, i am worried sick she is going to tell someone as she knows a lot of people i do, i havent eaten all week and cant sleep, i fell sick for hurting my hubby cos he will be when he finds out, i dont feel sorry for me at all cos it was all my doing but he will get ribbed to bits by everyone if it gets out, what do i do , do i tell him......... I have wanted to tell him i thought i liked girls too but now i know i dont or do i i dont know, i am so confused , I cant stop thinking what have i done, please help me . It was my first experience and will be my last.

hi there and welcome to the board

im with evening put this down to experience , what happens in dreams isnt always what we want to happen in real life. i think the amount of alcohol probably clouded your thoughts.

hope it all goes well xx

Shellie xx