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Hii Every one
Please don't say Im crazy, I fell for a guy I met on the internet a month ago. We spent the hole 2 weeks together they were the best,
Im not going to lie yes we slept together on the 1st date, didnt use any condoms, we new what we was both doing, I got my period,a week later, He even stayed round my house every night, We text eachother every day and spend time talking on the fone when were not togather.
sunday 12/07/09 was the last day I saw him, He told me He was working late, this lasted for 4 days, the 5th day he told me he has to go to bristol as there short on drivers I sai ok when your coming back he said, 29/09/09 I told him ok do I see you when you get back he said yes. any way. I gave him a laptop which I dont use it was just collecting dust so I let him keep it,
through out the time we were together he kept telling me he loved me, I was unsure of this as it was too soon for him to tel me he loved me, any way he wanted to get place together for us to rent, we started viewing flats together, ect then things started to change when I told him I love him he was quite, he would blank the text out or wouldnt answer types of questions i asked him in the text, now i having judgements about our relationshionship, I now think I,m pregnant but cant test till friday, as im having sicness feeling, headaches, peeing alot and dizzyness, Also I notices i didnt have any discharge when I was ment to of ovulate, is this a chance I could be pregnant, Ihave asked him whats going on with us and told him we should break up but he doesnt want to break up, he saying he has issue with him self that need sorting out,
Im so confused on how he is feeling, if im pregnant I will keep the baby, as I have been wanting a baby for a long time now, I have asked him how he felt about it if i was pregnant, he said he hopes im not, im hoping he will come to terms and deal with it if i am,.
does he still have feeling for me or is he just using me, he knows im upset on how things are between us, but I really do have strong feelings for him, im so confused and upset that I have started to get depressed about it, im losing it i really am, all i want to do is stay in bed and sleep all day but I cant as I have to go to work or i end up losing my job, im really suffering as i dont know what to do I cant tel any body im getting so down and depressed i think im losing it, please help
thanks crazy bubble <div class="sig">Crazybubble</div>
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