ok i will keep this as short as i can

k about 5 years ago i found my dream school but because i did so bad in high school i couldn't attend. i didn't start comm college because i wanted to work and move out of my parents home. So anyway i went back to my dream school for an interview, She told me that i would have to attend Comm College being that i did so bad in High School. So i started in the summer and now it's the fall i went back for an other interview and she said about 90% i can start in the Spring of this year or the summer. I was So HAPPY but now i'm not sure i want to go there ..... i'm not sure why .... i went to the open house and i still feel the same way i love the school and i just about cried went i got to hear the speakers for the school i know the school is for me But now .... am not sure what the *** is wrong with me ??